Four Months

My baby is four months old today!!

I have felt such a strong bond with Bella from day one. I think her name is very fitting since the first thing I thought when I first saw her was, "She's so beautiful!" She has her moments when she is fussy and a little frustrating, but that's not very common. For the most part, she makes my job of being a mother and loving her very, very easy.

Taylor loves being as close as possible to Bella. This is a safe distance for me... haha. Usually she wants to be on top of her-- that's a little too close for my comfort ;-)

One morning I heard Bella talking up a storm when she woke up. Taylor used to do this all the time when she was little. I always loved waking up to a happy talking baby. (Now I am rudely awoken way too early for my liking by my two-year-old.. haha). I tried to catch Bella on video, but she got a little camera shy. You can hear how excited Taylor gets when she sees Bella for the first time in the mornings. Whenever Taylor gets really excited around Bella, she gets really tight-lipped and sticks out her tongue. You can kind of see it on the video. It's not an attractive face... haha.. but I used to do it when I was little too although I don't think I stuck out my tongue.

Guess she felt the need to stick her tongue out too!


She is constantly trying to shove those hands in her mouth and is drooling like crazy! and look at that crazy hair! Her hair has thinned out a lot except for most of the back and a little bit on top of her head. Mullets are the best!


Taylor decided she needed to wear some glasses.

If you look closely, you can see a little cut on the right side of Bella's nose (on the left in the picture). One day Taylor was drinking her juice and standing next to Bella while she was lying on the floor. I was sitting right next to them but not looking at them. Then I hear Taylor's juice fall to the floor, and Bella starts screaming bloody murder. She was crying so hard that she wasn't breathing. I scooped her up and tried to comfort her until she caught her breath and calmed down, and I realized that Taylor must have dropped her sippy cup FULL of juice on her head/face. Now normally I would yell at Taylor for being rough with Bella because she tends to do that a lot- she just loves her soooo much- but this time I could tell that she didn't mean to do it. She looked so upset and started saying, "Sorry, Bella. Sorry" I laid Bella back down to try to figure out where the cup had hit her and noticed blood on the side of her nose. I bet that hurt!! I tried to explain to Taylor that she has to be careful around Bella because she dropped the cup on her nose. For several days until the cut healed, when Taylor saw it, she would say "drop a cup on it." (Whenever she or someone else gets hurt, she tends to repeat things over and over. For example, if there are ants around, Taylor will find them. One day she got probably at least 20 ant bites on her left foot which probably took at least a couple of weeks to completely heal, and every day, she would say "bug got my foot" and point out her boo-boos.)

Would you PLEASE stop touching my head?!!

tell me all about it!

trying very hard to roll over; just can't make it over that arm!

Look at those chubby cheeks and the fat rolls on her arms! She has her next well-child visit on Monday. I'm curious to see how much she weighs.

She got her first taste of rice cereal tonight. Taylor kept wanting to eat it- she always wants stuff other people have ;-) We kept trying to tell her that it was baby cereal and she wouldn't like it. Later, Jared realized he had made too much cereal and asked Taylor if she wanted some to which she replied, "It's Bella's. I won't wike it."

Sew Fun

For a long time, I've been wanting to learn how to sew. I haven't had any grand projects in mind. I've just always wanted to know how in case I really need to make something--- you know when there is something specific that you need, but you can't find it in stores anywhere or if you need some modest clothing which is so hard to find these days--- especially if I need to make something for the girls as they are growing up.

Well, my wonderful mother bought me a sewing machine for Christmas, and it's taken me over 6 months to actually start putting it to use, but I'm really enjoying it. I've sewn a few pillowcases for the girls that I work with in Activity Days at church, and the last time my sil's and I took a trip to Sir's Fabric store, I bought some fabric to start working on some dresses for the girls. My sil, Cari, has sewn a few pillowcases dresses and said they were really easy, so I decided that would be a good place to start. She and my mother-in-law helped me figure out the measurements for the girls and trace out a pattern, and then I cut the fabric and sewed the dresses all by myself! I actually made Bella's dress a few weeks ago, but I wanted to make a coordinating dress for Taylor and hadn't had time time to do it until last weekend, so this past Sunday was the first time they wore the dresses.

The sewing of the dresses definitely wasn't without mistakes. My biggest problem came from doing the trim. On Bella's dress, I pinned the trim on the dress and realized it wasn't right. Then, I re-pinned it and sewed it only to realize that it still wasn't right- the thread showed on the outside of the dress... which actually wouldn't have looked to horrible if my lines were a little straighter. I debated whether or not I wanted to leave it that way but decided to take out all of the stitching and redo it. Then, on Taylor's dress, I learned from that mistake, but when I turned the dress right side out, the trim was inside out- dang it!! Luckily, Jared gave me the idea of just taking out the stitches on the sides of the trim and resewing it instead of taking out the stitches all the way around the dress. Needless to say, it didn't come without frustration, but I was pleased with the outcome!

I'd like to make some little bloomers to go along with the dresses as well. Now, I need some more projects to work on so I can get more practice and hopefully get better!!!

Three Months

On the 28th, Bella turned 3 months old! She's getting so big! She usually likes to be held facing outward so she can see everything. Every now and then she will let me hold her with her head over my shoulder and her arms around my neck, and I just want to hold her and squeeze her and never let her go! She's starting to lose some of her hair, mostly on the top left side and a little on the right. I bet it won't be long before she is rolling over. She was lying on the floor this morning and was working really hard to eat her hand and kept turning to her side. I don't know how many times I can say this, but she is such a happy baby and a little sweetheart!

I started back to work on the 18th. I am PRN (which means I work on an 'as needed' basis) and am only required to work 36 hours a month. I normally work 12-hour shifts. I thought about doing shorter shifts to start off with, but that would only mean more days that I would have to work, so we decided to stick with 12-hour shifts.

The first day I worked was a Saturday, so Jared was able to be home with the girls. My worst fear was that Bella wouldn't take her bottle so she would be crying the whole time and Jared would be getting stressed and frustrated which would in turn stress me out, and I was afraid I would have a rough and stressful first day back at work. Well, Jared sent me text messages periodically saying everything was fine and Bella took the bottle great, so he was able to ease my mind. Then, the area of the ER that I was working in is kind of more reserved for quick problems (like things you'd go to an urgent care place for) to get patients in and out, so I had a really easy day at work too.

The next day that I worked my mom kept the girls. I worked a 12pm-12am shift, so she only had to watch them for about 6 hours until Jared got home. My mom said Bella did fine until about 2pm, and then she pretty much cried until Jared got home. We're not sure if it was gas or just being away from Jared and me both for several hours at a time. My mom said as soon as Jared walked in the door and Bella heard his voice she calmed down right away.

Everyone at work has been teasing me and asking me if I'm pregnant again yet. When I first started working there (before I had Taylor), I got pregnant three months later. Then, when I came back when Taylor was 18 months, I got pregnant almost right away, so everyone is expecting me to be pregnant again now that I'm back at work... haha... I think we'll give it some time ;-)

My mom watched them again on the third day back, and Bella did a lot better. I think with time and a little consistency she will get used to being with my mom, too. It has been sooo hard leaving her when she's so little, and I feel anxious and want to cry every time I have to walk out the door to go to work. I know it's hard to babysit such a small baby, too, so I really do appreciate my mom for doing it!! She not only has to watch Bella, but she watches Taylor, too, and we all know what a handful she is! Thanks, Mom!!

I can't believe my baby is 3 months already, but I sure am excited to see her grow and see how her little personality develops!

4th of July Weekend

Another video of swimming over at my mom's on July 3rd...



We changed her out of her bathing suit while we ate, and then afterwards, she just went and jumped right in- pull-up and all! At least we managed to get a swimmer diaper on her...

Taylor really has no fear in the pool which is quite frightening to me since I have had several dreams of her drowning. It makes me nervous, but it's nice to see her having such a fun time all at the same time. She loves it so much it's almost impossible to get her out of the water. In fact, we went swimming again yesterday, and I had to bribe her with some ice cream to get her out ;-)

Kena didn't make it back into her bathing suit either, and with the sun going down, she was getting a bit chilly.

4th of July

The family got together over at Dawn & Shawn's where we had some great food, rode four-wheelers and a go-kart, made S'mores, watched fireworks, and just enjoyed each other's company.

*It started off with Taylor & Nate Dogg. Then, Kena came along and squeezed herself in as Taylor yelled, "KEN-AAAA!" I showed Taylor that if she turned herself forward and put her feet on the ground there would be more room for all three of them. They were happy for a moment until Taylor decided maybe it would be more comfortable eating chips on the hammock ;-)*

Some of my favorite pics of the day:

She thought she was so big!

Cari and Alisha were crafty, as usual, and made their kids' adorable outfits. Me- I just relied on good ol' Old Navy for cute shirts. I plan on learning to sew and starting some projects soon, so maybe next year....

and cute little pigtails to top it off!

*This one I stole from my sil's blog. Her pics are always better than mine ;-) For more, click here.

Then, the fireworks started...

The big sparklers were perfect for keeping the little ones from burning their fingers. We just had to make sure they weren't burning anything or anyone else.

It's so great to have a day where we can celebrate our freedoms and how proud we are to be Americans! This is the best nation in the world, and I am so grateful to live here!

Two Month Check-up

Last week, Bella had her two month well-child check up. She was 11 lbs, 12 oz and 22.5 inches. She was in about the 75th percentile in weight, 50th in height, and 90th in head circumference. I wish I could find Taylor's information (I'm sure it's packed away somewhere) to see how they compare to each other at two months.

Of course, along with those check-ups comes SHOTS! Taylor always did really well with her shots. She would get mad and scream for a minute, and then, she would be fine. When Bella got her shots, she started crying and had big ol' tears running down her face. By looking at her eyes, she looked like she really had her feelings hurt. Luckily, my mom had been able to watch Taylor, so I was able to focus on consoling Bella. She calmed down after several minutes, and slept the whole time I was getting my TB and tetanus shots for work over at the employee health office. She never ran a fever or was real tender or especially cranky; both of my girls have been pretty lucky with their shots in that way.

This was funny because Bella smiled at Taylor, which made Taylor laugh (almost uncontrollably), which made Bella smile more, which made Taylor laugh more....

I have my first day back at work on Saturday. We've been working on trying to get Bella to take a bottle which has been quite frustrating- mostly for Jared since he is the one having to feed it to her. Some nights she will drink the whole thing, and some nights she will fight and fight and fight and will NOT take it! I guess when I'm not there to be the back up she won't have a choice and will have to drink it when she gets hungry enough. Needless to say, I'm a little nervous about going back to work just because I know that I'll be stressed the whole time worrying whether or not she is eating or if she's starving and causing her daddy all kinds of stress, too. I mean, she really has been an easy baby and wouldn't be much work for whoever has to watch her if only she would just cooperate with taking her bottle! Seriously- she is usually only fussy if she is hungry, tired, needs her diaper changed (all easy fixes), or if Taylor won't leave her alone (not such an easy fix).

Bella had her baby blessing at church on June 14th. We were so glad that all of our family (on both sides) were able to make it. Afterwards, everyone came over to our house, and we cooked hamburgers and hot dogs. We were hoping to be able to enjoy our deck and newly fenced-in backyard, but it rained that day. The rain had cleared out, and the sun was in full force, so it was extremely humid, so no one wanted to be outside which made for a very FULL house- not to mention a lot of unwelcome visitors (flies galore! I don't know if it was all the food or because it had rained or what, but I have never seen so many flies in my life. It took several days to get rid of them all.)

Thanks to Aunt Cari for letting us borrow cousin E's blessing gown! (These pics were actually taken a couple of weeks after her blessing).

Taylor on her blessing day (which off the top of my head, I think was Feb. 4, 2007)- since I didn't have my blog when Taylor was first born, it's nice to go back and document some special moments for her as a baby, too.

Bella wearing a pretty little dress that Aunt Mimi bought her

First smiles caught on camera:

Taylor

Bella

Bella truly has been a wonderful blessing to us! She is such a sweetheart. She is cooing and talking all the time now, and I just love when she gives me a big smile. Taylor was- and continues to be- such a challenge for us that Bella has really been a tender mercy from the Lord! I just don't know if I could handle another Taylor- she is one of a kind! This little girl really melts my heart, and I love her so much!

My Terrific Two-Year-Old

The "business" look

(She was crying because I was making her stand still to take a picture.. haha)

So, I started making a list of all of the cute things Taylor says and does. Her vocabulary is growing so much everyday that the list is getting longer and longer.

*I wanna go high! (she says this if she wants to get up on the kitchen counter so she can look in the cabinets)

*go get! (Oftentimes, we will tell her to go get her shoes or whatever else, but now, she has started telling US to "go get!" and I quickly correct her and tell you "no, YOU go get!" haha)

*She used to call all drinks juice. Now, she will say juice, milk, water. She LOVES chocolate milk and says, "I want cholate!"

*She loves her cousin Nate Dogg and calls him GaGa.

*Ready... set... go!! (or 1... 2....3...)

*my turn (she's not used to having to share her toys, so when we get around other kids, we have to teach her to share and give other kids a turn; she has picked up on that and always insists that it is her turn.)

*bikit (biscuit)

*why?? (a few times she has said why to everything that I say... isn't it a little early to be starting that??!!)

*We are semi- kind of trying to potty train her, and lately, she has started to think that she can do it all on her own. She'll say that she has to potty and will say "I be back!" As I start to follow her, she holds up her hand and says, "I be back, Mom. Sit. I be back!" I don't trust her in the bathroom alone.. haha

*wait mint (wait a minute)

*A few times after Jared and I have asked her to do something several times, she has said, "Fine!" (again, way too young for so much attitude)

*We've been working on getting her to pray and repeat after us. One night, Jared was saying, "I'm thankful for my cousins, aunts, uncles," etc. The words didn't always resemble what she was supposed to be saying, but the best part was that "uncles" sounded more like "uglies" haha

*Geez! (she gets that from me)

*I need that!

*I have a cute little black, antiquey stool that she believes is hers. She will carry it all around the house to turn on lights or to "wash her hands" (aka playing in the water and making a mess). Now, all things are within her reach which is very scary to think about.

*She likes to help burp Bella and will pat her on the back and say "goodness, baby!"

*hold my hand

*ceries (cereal)

*When my mom babysits Taylor, she will often sing Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star to her. Taylor has started singing that totally on her own without being prompted.

(She can sing it better than she does in this video. She's a bit camera shy.)

*She's a bit obsessed with bugs/flies. I guess it's hard not to be since we've had so many flies in our house this summer. So many times out of nowhere, she will say, "Bug got my ear." As an added bonus, you can hear her say it at the end of the above video. She says "ear" like a true southern girl.. haha

*Another thing that she says in a very southern way is "come 'ere" (come here!)

*That's enough (she usually says this when I'm feeding Bella. I think sometimes I ask Bella if she has had enough, so Taylor has started letting me know "that's enough" whether Bella has actually had enough or not. Also, I tell Taylor "That's enough" when she has been picking on Bella too much)

* be nice! We have to remind her to be nice especially after she has done something that required being put in time out. Now, when we tell her she can't do something or when we do something that she doesn't particularly like, she says "be nice!" in a very scolding way.

*She has a huge crush on our friend Dave. At church, she will always run over to sit with him. The other day, she picked up Jared's phone and pretended like she was talking on it. After a minute, she said, "Hey, Dave." Who else would she be talking to? (well, other than Grandma) Unfortunately, Dave just left to go out of town for a couple of months, so today at church, she was saying, "I want Dave." Then, after church, we were at home, and someone knocked on the door. She was sure it was Dave. Nope. She's going to go through some serious withdrawals ;-)

*She LOVES eggs! mostly boiled eggs. For a couple of weeks, she always wanted an egg every morning. She would say, "I want eeeegg." I had to cook several at a time, so I would have some ready for the next couple of days. She usually just eats the egg white and throws away the yolk (or leaves it somewhere on the floor until I make her throw it away)

*Last weekend when she stayed with Dawn, the kids had a pillow fight. While we were in the movie, we got a text from Dawn saying that Taylor had bumped her head in the process- no tears just a big goose egg. When I saw her the next day and looked at her forehead, without me even saying anything, she touched her forehead and said, "Ty bump my head." She said it in such a cute way, too, and said it over and over again for several days later. She's never going to forget that.. haha

*Where my shoes are? (We will often ask 'where are your shoes?" and this is how she turns it around to ask us the question).

*Sta Bob or Poo Pants (what she calls SpongeBob SquarePants)

*As I have said before, she is constantly wanting to hold Bella now and will even pick her up on her own and try to carry her. The other day she picked her up and carried her from our bathroom to the living room. She's pretty strong and hasn't dropped her yet. On the downside, she squeezes her fairly hard at the same time. On the upside-- she's not squeezing her around the neck and trying to carry her that way!

*pizza (it's so cute when she says it). She has even said "I want pizza now!"

*Sometimes (well, a lot of times) she is aggravating Bella, and I will give her a little slap on the leg or arm and tell her to stop. So now she will give me a soft hit back and say "you stop!" (most of the things she does are really cute until she's been working my patience all day long and I've had to tell her not to do things a million times all day long; then, it's not so cute anymore)

*"I can't hear you!" This is probably one of the funniest things she has said lately. The first time, she had ran back to her bedroom, and Jared was trying to get her to come in the living room. She wouldn't, so as he started to count to three, she yelled out, "I can't hear you!" She has done it several times since. The other day, I was watching SpongeBob with her, and at the beginning, it says, "Are you ready kids?" "Aye-aye, Captain." "I can't hear you!" I realized that that must be where she got it from, but the thing is that she wasn't singing the song. She used it at a different time but totally in the right context. She has said it several times since. I was putting on my make up the other day and dropped something. She said, "What happened?" I said, "I dropped something." She said, "Huh?" I said it again, and she kept saying "huh?" over and over about four or five times and then finally said, "Huh? I can't hear you!" I said, "Why can't you hear me? Is there a bug in your ear?" "Yeah" was her reply :-)

She's getting very brave in the pool. More videos and pictures from our 4th of July weekend to come!

I wish I could video everything she says. She just has so much sass and attitude but can be such a sweetheart at the same time. Don't you just wish you could capture everything about your children growing up and never forget? Every facial expression, everything they say, every quirky little thing they do. These memories are priceless!

A Perfect Weekend

The new Transformers movie came out on my birthday, and Jared and I really wanted to see it. That following Friday, we asked Dawn and Shawn if Taylor could spend the night with them, so we could go see the movie. Taylor absolutely loves being at their house. She loves being outdoors, and she loves animals, and there is really no better place for that than their house. We went to a 5:15 movie because it's 2 1/2 hours long. The movie was awesome and had lots of humor added into it which was a nice surprise, and Bella was really good throughout most of it. Towards the end, she was tired and was getting a little fussy so Jared had to find a place where he could stand up and hold her. We went to the movie with two really good friends of ours (and I found out my friend is pregnant- yay!), and afterwards, we went to eat at Five Guys. I really didn't think I was hungry because I ate a bunch of popcorn at the movie, but I devoured that burger (not sure if devour is the right word considering how slowly I eat) because it was sooo good!

The next wonderful part of the weekend was that we got to sleep in!! Bella is still a really good sleeper. She woke up around 8am; I fed her, and then we both went right back to sleep and didn't wake up again until 10:30!! I haven't slept that late since before Taylor was born. It was sooo nice!

A little bit later, I went to run a couple of errands while Jared was finishing a test for his online class and doing some yard work. Then, I went to pick up Taylor. It's so nice when you spend a little time away and then are so excited to see each other!!

Jared and I have been wanting to work on organizing all of the rooms in our house but tend to find all of our weekends busy with other things. I picked up a few groceries on the way home, so when I got home, we decided to at least clean out the refrigerator before putting the groceries in. We threw away all of the old stuff and took out all of the shelves and drawers and cleaned them. It looked so nice afterwards that I had to take a picture.


I got 4lbs of strawberries at Sam's for $4.88, and they were the best strawberries I have had all summer-- not sour, just really sweet and delicious!!

After that, we had dinner. I believe we grilled out and had chicken and squash (from our garden!). Grilling out is one of the best parts of summer! We have been doing that a lot lately. After dinner, we took advantage of the fabulous weather that we have been having. The evenings have been amazing- not too hot and not humid, just completely comfortable.

The sun was setting


Baby was sleeping


There was one strange but awesome white cloud in the sky


and Taylor was in heaven!

Our neighbors gave us this swimming pool which Taylor has greatly enjoyed. We have even recycled the water to water our garden and to clean off the swing set, as you can see ;-) I'm not sure if you can hear her, but every time we ran back and forth, Taylor would say, "hold my hand!" It was very cute! (sorry about the quality of this video; it's quite fuzzy)

We're trying to get her to learn how to swing herself, so she can swing without us always having to be right there to push her.

An awesome movie, sleeping in, a little cleaning and organizing, yummy dinner, beautiful weather, and some good ol' quality family time--- a perfect weekend!!